The Price of Sparrows and the Love of God

I have a birdhouse just outside my study window. It’s busy with the coming and going of adult sparrows laying, hatching and feeding chicks, and juvenile sparrows trying to discover life on the outside. Over the course of a summer a nesting pair in my birdhouse might hatch a couple dozen chicks. We have a second one on the other side of the yard, so one might expect that we would be overrun by Hitchockian swarms of sparrows. In fact there are quite a few for weeks at a time, but eventually they all fly off somewhere, and we are left with only a few from fall through winter. Where do they all go? I imagine that most of them die before spring comes again. A sparrow’s life can appear very cheap indeed.

Matthew said that two sparrows were sold for a penny. Luke waged a price war with five sparrows for two pennies. They were the cheap animals that the poor could afford as an acceptable substitute to the more expensive sacrificial lamb; the throw away animal for the throw away people. But not in God’s eyes. Matthew and Luke agree at least on this, that not one of them will fall to the ground apart from God, and that we are more valuable than many sparrows. We are not more valuable because of our faith or how we express it. We are more valuable because we are God’s beloved creatures. That’s all and that’s enough.

If God cares enough for the lives of sparrows that not one would die apart from God’s love, why do we find make it so difficult to accept how much God loves us? Time and again I have counseled with persons who were taught from childhood that they were sinners already condemned to burn for eternity in hell by a wrathful God, and their only hope was to accept Jesus Christ as their personal savior, yet constantly warned that they were always on the verge of losing whatever grace might flow to them through him. In trembling fear they are more certain of their damnation than their salvation. What rot! The damage done in childhood by incompetent preachers can take a lifetime to overcome, and it is shameful.

Jesus himself said that he did not come to condemn but to save, not to take life but to give it in abundance, not incite fear but to endow love. We are reminded that while were yet sinners knowing nothing of God’s intent, Christ was sent to us. We are sinners yet, and we are called to a life of confession, repentance and renewal through Jesus Christ, but it is not a life motivated by fear. It is a life motivated by the love that God has poured out upon us and continues to pour out upon us, undeserving as we might be.

I guess this sounds like a diatribe, and I guess it is because I’d like to see more energy put into sharing the good news of God in Christ with those who have never heard it than trying to heal the wounds of those who have heard it wrong.

A Few Thoughts on the Trinity

We are coming up on Trinity Sunday in a few weeks.  At least in our tradition, Trinity Sunday is one of those days that experienced preachers try to palm off onto seminarians.  How on earth is one supposed to make sense of the Trinity in fifteen minutes?  How does one comprehend the incomprehensible?  Yet Trinitarian is what we are: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, that’s how we understand who God is.  Most Christians take that so much for granted that the underlying doctrine seldom comes up.  It’s just part of who we are and how we think of God.  To others, it’s just plain nonsense.  


Muslim acquaintences complain that there is no way we Christians can avoid talking about three gods, and the idea that God Almighty might deign to take on the mantle of human nature is repulsive beyond words.  Several rabbi friends have allowed that they can wrap their heads around Messiah, even if they are certain we have the wrong one, but the personification of the Holy Spirit is what defies comprehension.  Most individual Christians seem inclined to go with one of the three as their personal favorite but not all three as one.  Just because some of us recite the Nicene Creed each Sunday does not lead to understanding.  Let’s be truthful, the idea of the Trinity doesn’t make much sense in any ordinary way regardless of what Augustine wrote.   


Nevertheless, we Christians afirm that God is one yet present to us in the persons of Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  It’s not a doctrine articulated in scripture, but there are signs.  If we cannot comprehend, we can at least apprehend.  For instance, in Jesus we can see and experience all of God that can be seen or experienced in human form.  Having said that, I don’t very much care how that might get explained through some early church argument about the true nature of Christ.  It’s enough for me to know that God is uniquely and fully present in Jesus, and that Jesus freely expressed his relationship with God as one of father and son.  I don’t think he meant that metaphorically.  I think he meant that in the same way that my father lives in me as much as my mother lives in me, not as memories but as the reality of my genetic being.  


God’s Spirit, however it might be defined, is presented to us in scripture from the very begining as something that has tactile reality in the lives of people.  Abraham, Moses, David and the prophets all experienced that presence in very physical ways.  The record is clear that God has been and is now with us without the need of corpreality.  What is different for us as Christians is the outpouring of that Spiritual presence flooding over and into the lives of many and not just a few.  Just as I am unwilling to engage in an argument about the nature of Christ with third and fourth century church fathers, I am also unwilling to engage in argument with those who demand demonstrations of signs and gifts of the Spirit as evidence of true belief.  God is not bound by their standards, and neither am I.  


The point is that we Christians have come to understand and experience God as Father, Son and Holy Spirit in very important and particular ways.  This we know.  How God might be experienced or known in other ways, this we do not know.  We have neither warrant nor ability to put boundaries around God.  Having said that, we are also bold to claim the sure and certain truth about God that is given to us through the life, teaching, death and resurrection of Jesus and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.  That means that however else God might be made known to humanity must have some consistency with what we believe to have been made surely and certainly known through them.


As for me, I tend to think of God as God. I hardly ever think of God as Father.  I find God most fully illuminated in Jesus and never tire of probing deeper into how he lived and what he said in a life bracketed by a miraculous birth and bodily resurrection from the grave, but I don’t often speak of Jesus as God.  God’s Holy Spirit is a reality in my life, but one I can frequently take far too much for granted, and I’ve always been skeptical of those who claim particular gifts of the Spirit as their own.  No doubt there is a serious heresy in there somewhere.


None of this is intended to nail down the Trinity in a few blog paragraphs.  It’s only intended to open a path for conversation.

Customer Service: Behind the Veil of Secrecy

Credit card companies are much in the news these days.  The administration is trying to talk them into redressing some of the most blatant consumer abuses, but I suspect that the cudgel of legislation will be needed in the end.  Over the last few days we have had our own little experience with one of them.  American Express, it seems, is interested in customer service only if there is some profit in it for them.  Otherwise it is impossible to get through to anyone who can do something other than read from a script.  That script, always written in helpful tones, has only one purpose, and that is to justify and defend whatever it is that American Express chooses to do.  In our case it was not a very serious matter, but it illuminated for us what it must mean for those whose lives are seriously impacted by a corporate ethos that, regardless of what the ads say, cares very little about ordinary consumers.  I will readily acknowledge that I have had extraordinarily fine customer service from other credit card companies, notably Bank of America Visa, so I don’t want to paint an entire industry with one brush.  


At the same time, I’ve done a little Internet probing on the websites of companies whose products or services we have in our home and have found several fairly common threads.  One is that locating how to contact customer service is not always easy.  It’s always there but sometimes buried in places requiring some diligent searching.  Likewise the ‘contact us’ tabs frequently lead to a large variety of FAQ dead ends through which one has to wend one’s way in order to get to phone numbers or e-mail addresses that may or may not provide an avenue for satisfying contact.  The point is that many consmer product and service corporate sites are deliberately set up to give the illusion of customer care while well contrived to repel and defend against the consumer, who seems to be treated more like the enemy at the gate.  In fact, it is all but impossible to use a corporate website to find out who the top executives are or how to contact them.


I wonder if the current economic environment combined with public unrest at he level of ordinary citizen will force any change.  As it is, some part of the far right hysteria aimed at protecting American free enterprise against the onslaught of Socialism appears to be a well crafted and coporate backed strategy to block any change they are not willing to ‘voluntarily’ adopt as vaugue promises of some future corrective action.   Oddly enough, they have been quite succesful in recruiting entusiastic pawns from among the ranks of those most abused by their power.  Go figure! 

Wisdom and Creation

We too seldom study or enjoy the books of the Apocrypha, and it deprives us of some worthy counsel.  I thought of that this morning while reading the portion of the Wisdom of Solomon shown below.  It reminded me of some friends so stuck in a Newtonian universe that they simply will not admit to any event that cannot be explained by the ordinary standards of cause and effect as they understand them.  At the same time, I’ve read a few pieces by respected scientists who admit that they are awed by the mysterious fecundity of nature but are unable to atribute it to anything other than random chance as a first cause.  They are, I believe, still stuck with Newton in a way.  Chance and randomness are, after all, just additional forms of cause and effect that can be measured, analysed and, in some ways, predicted.  Maybe it’s just that nobody wants to get tagged as a creationist out of what, fear maybe?


Maybe that’s why I’m so drawn to scientist theologians such as John Polkinghorne who are not out to prove anything, but just want to rejoice in the delight of seeing God’s hand at work in so many new, wonderful and mysterious ways.  For them, and for me, questions such as Intelligent Design are all but irrelevant.  Whatever evolutionary forces may be at work, and whatever moments of random good luck may happen, are but brief sparkles in the life of the universe that amaze and delight us.  Whatever new knowledge we gain is, in truth, not much more that a timid wading up to our ankles in the gentle surf on the shores of an eternal ocean of unknowable depth.


For your reading pleasure, an excerpt from Wisdom:

For all people who were ignorant of God were foolish by nature; and they were unable from the good things that are seen to know the one who exists, nor did they recognize the artisan while paying heed to his works; but they supposed that either fire or wind or swift air, or the circle of the stars, or turbulent water, or the luminaries of heaven were the gods that rule the world. If through delight in the beauty of these things people assumed them to be gods, let them know how much better than these is their Lord, for the author of beauty created them. And if people were amazed at their power and working, let them perceive from them how much more powerful is the one who formed them. For from the greatness and beauty of created things comes a corresponding perception of their Creator. Yet these people are little to be blamed, for perhaps they go astray while seeking God and desiring to find him. For while they live among his works, they keep searching, and they trust in what they see, because the things that are seen are beautiful. Yet again, not even they are to be excused; for if they had the power to know so much that they could investigate the world, how did they fail to find sooner the Lord of these things? (Wisdom 13.1-9)


Now is the Time to Grow

We are coming up on a part of the Christian year that I like very much.  We will be reminded that Jesus gave his followers a new commandment, to love one another as he loved us.  Soon after will come his post resurrection departure and the outflowing/inflowing of the Holy Spirit.  The church will then enter into a long season of immersing itself in the gospel stories for the primary purpose of learning more deeply how it was that Jesus loved us and how we might apply those lessons to our own lives.  


As late spring rolls into summer and then autumn, the question will remain the same.  If we are to love one another as he loved us, how exactly did he do that?  What is it about what he did, how he lived, who he met, what he taught, and how he engaged others that is to become the way for our lives in the times and places where we live?   It is discipleship formation time.  For many of us, Mark will be our guide.   I think of Mark as a rough, no-nonsense sort who may not exhibit a lot of patience with us “greenhorns” but will never let us down, will make sure that we get that which is most important, and will deliver us safely to our destination.   It is the time for laying the foundation on which the next generation of believers will build.  It’s a good time.  It is a time to grow.

Health Care and Hope

Today I saw a television ad sponsored by the insurance industry warning against the evils of a government controlled health care system.  I think they hired the same actors who appear in ads for various cheap kitchen appliances.  You know, the ones who who make a mess out of everything because they can’t flip an egg, cut a carrot or peel a potato.  Their sorrowful, helpless and pained faces were underlined by headlines reading Denied Benefits, Denied Medications, Forced to WAIT for Surgery, as symptomatic of how national health care systems always work.  

The curious thing is that a lot of people who for years have whipsawed by avaricious health insurance companies, or who have been denied legitimate benefits, or denied any insurance, or cannot afford insurance, will still believe an ad like that and go ballistic over the possibility that their freedom of choice about their own health care is under attack.    

I’d like to see a national single payer system offered in competition with the insurance industry.  Of course it would mean higher unemployment among insurance executives, as well as loss of ad revenue for the media.  On the other hand, out of work insurance people would have access to decent health care.   I don’t hold out much hope for that happening.  Congress does not have the backbone and will cave under the lobbying onslaught of the industry.

The Scandalous Gospel of Luke

There are many commentaries on each book in the bible, and more than a few historical or archeological tomes explaining their times and people.  But have you ever wondered how a particular book was received by those first readers?  Take the gospels for instance.   You can read any number of explanations about who the writers probably were, something about their intended audience, and more than a little about their imputed theology, but what was the impact of their first publication?


I figure that Luke, more than the other three, was tremendously controversial.  I imagine that his first readers were both scandalized and mesmerized.  It must have been the sort of book they had to hide under the mattress so that others wouldn’t see it, just as I hid From Here to Eternity under mine, and I’m sure that you had something hidden under your mattress also.  The other gospels certainly sniff around the edges of the social scandal with their casts of prostitutes, tax collectors and sinners of various kinds, but Luke dives with lusty delight into a life with Jesus who seemed to know every sinner up close and personal and was enthusiastically willing to violate every social norm and barrier he came across.  It’s hard to imagine a religious leader, much less the Son of God, having such low standards of propriety considering the crowd he hung around with. 


I imagine that early readers of Luke’s gospel must have read it in disbelieving awe that lured them into a sense of freedom and fulness of life they never new existed, and I imagine that many new Lukan Christians appeared to others as unrepentant rebels who had no respect for traditional standards of morality.  They certainly couldn’t fit into traditional Jewish ways, nor were they very acceptable in Hellenistic communities.  Who knows what the Romans thought.  I also imagine that it was this very new found freedom from traditional social constraints that could have led them astray.  Failing to integrate the teachings of Jesus about a higher righteousness into their thinking and practice, they could easily have become first century versions of Haight-Ashbury hippies.  Perhaps that is what Paul’s many admonitions and correctives are all about, and maybe that’s why the pastoral letters are so intent on restoring some of the discipliine of traditional mores.  


The point is that it’s very hard for our modern eyes to read Luke, or any of the gospels, with a full appreciation of how radical they were and how accurate were the words of the Pharisees when they accused the early Christians of turning the world upside down.   Time and again, the adults in my bible studies have considered these words with teary eyed sentimentalism that, I believe, deprives them of the full power of Christ reaching out to us in our own day and time.


So what do you think?

Their idols are silver and gold, the work of human hands

Today is the National Day of Prayer.  Over the years I have been to many National Day of Prayer assemblies and have always been struck by two things.  First, they generally seemed to be a gathering to worship The United States of America with a thin patina of God talk to make it look like prayer.  Second, most of those in attendance were assertively self-satisfied with all of it.  As the years went by I also noticed that, at least in the gatherings I attended, it began to take on a very conservative, almost fundamentalist, political and theological flavor that I found quite repulsive.  And so, on this National Day of Prayer I will not be attending our local event but will meditate instead on Psalm 115 and pray that the leaders of our nation may be guided in the ways of justice and truth. 

Fear of Success

I’m going to present a little one hour (maybe longer) introduction to ethics for my firefighters on Friday, and again on Monday and Tuesday to cover all shifts.  It’s a subject I once taught, at a very basic level, but it’s been more than a few years ago.  To freshen my mind and memory, I dug into a pile of old notebooks to discover an unfinished book length manuscript I wrote in 1991 on the subject of ethics for association executives.  I was surprised to find myself reading it as if it had been written by someone else and really liking it.  I wonder why I never finished it?  My guess is I figured no one would ever want to read it so why bother.  I don’t think that’s just my problem.  I bet there are a lot of us who have done, are doing or could do some really good work, but never bring it to completion out of fear, and fear is what it is.  It’s fear of rejection, of being unqualified, of not being as good as we think we are, of humiliation. 


That’s one reason why I have come to have so much admiration for the courage of artists of all kinds who dare to put themselves and their work on public display and bear whatever that might bring.  My wife, for one, has rediscovered her long buried talent as a visual artist, and has begun to enter a number of juried art shows with some very satisfying results.  My nephew, a shy young man by any standard, has begun to established himself as a superb stage actor.  A friend has taken his own doubts in hand and is completing a book on the Galilean ministry of Jesus as recorded by Luke.  Just tonight I was skimming through an old copy of Hans Kung’s 1974 book On Being A Christian and thinking about the courage it took to take on the whole church, and that pales compared to a far too young to be wise Bonhoeffer.

But I want to go back to my wife and nephew and friend.  We are not required to be a Kung or Bonhoeffer. We are not required to be an artist, actor or college professor.  We are only required to be ourselves, to claim the gifts we actually have, and dare to offer them for whatever value they may have for others’ well being and to the glory of God.  The great shame is that there are so many of us who are too afraid to do that.  I wonder what Jesus would say about that?  Oh yeah, he told the parable of the talents. 

A Church Without Towers, Ramparts and Citadels

There are more than a few, in fact way too many, Christians who view the church as a great and magnificent fortified city, the very seat of God, in words so much like the psalmist who wrote:


Psa. 48:12 Walk about Zion, go all around it,

count its towers,

13 consider well its ramparts;

go through its citadels,

that you may tell the next generation

14 that this is God,

our God forever and ever.

He will be our guide forever.


What a magnificent sight, a site so impressive, says the psalmist that the kings of the earth were scared to death when they assembled around it. But consider also that it’s a defensive site designed to keep the bad guys out and provide a safe haven for the authorized good guys, be impervious to the inevitable attack, and a sign of invincible domination over all others. Wow!

The odd thing is that God never seemed to care much for symbols like that. The great prophets who preached within the walls generally preached against the city, even as they sometimes lauded the temple that lay within. Time and again the city was destroyed and the temple ravaged. Consider that most of Jesus’ ministry was out in the open air of Galilee, and that even when in Jerusalem he appeared to be more comfortable sleeping under a tree in Gethsemane or maybe at a friends house in Bethany. Although his trial was within the city, his crucifixion, burial and resurrection were outside the walls.


With that thought in mind, look at what God says about his city through the prophet Isaiah as recorded in the 60th chapter. It is full of light, God’s glory shines over and through it, nations and kings stream to it, there is no violence in it, no destruction anywhere around it, sun and moon are not needed because God provides the light, and its gates are never shut. No doubt laughing all the time, he gave Ezekiel explicit directions for its blueprint with dimensions that make no sense in the human way of measuring. What a difference! Think of that as the image we Christians should have for the church.


With that image in mind we no longer need fear any adversary, we can dare to be open to all with gates that are never shut, we can be repositories of God’s eternal light remembering that even a flickering light in a broken pot is stronger than the darkest dark. It’s an image that applies in part to the buildings that serve the purposes of the church, but even more to the church as the gathered saints who are gathered not to be separated from the world but to be lights in the world.


For me, that’s an icon worthy of adoration.